Anyway, back to wishcasting. Today Jamie asks:
Jamie's questions so often fall in line with what's going on in my life and things I am going through. It's the universe hard at work, working with all its might to make me see things clearly.
I wish to let go of the negativity that plagues me. I will keep saying it until it sticks. I wish to let go of the guilt that I should've saved my mother, I should've taken better care of her, should've protected her more. I wish to let go of that and accept that I was the child and she was the parent. It was supposed to be the other way around and I'm allowed to seek happiness and joy and put the blame for her lack of self-worth on her shoulders. It wasn't something I could control. I wish to unburden myself with this strange belief that complacency is best out of weird fear. My father died when I was a little kid, leaving me with an alcoholic mother, who died suddenly two years ago. If I can survive those things, I can get through pretty much anything. I'm stronger than I give myself credit for.
Mostly, I just wish to unburden myself of these beliefs for what my life should be that were never my own so that I can finally be happy in my own skin.
what do you wish for?
Note for my fellow wishcasters: In case I don't get to everyone, please know that as you wish for yourself, I truly wish for you.