However, I still had therapy at noon and you can't cancel without paying a fee, so I went and promptly had a panic attack while there. I guess it's one of the better places to have such an attack, if such a thing exists. So, after my session, my therapist told me it was definitely a good idea to go home, rest and such. That's what I've been doing. Meditation helped a bit. So did a Xanax. Yes, one day I would like to be completely off medications, but not quite there yet.
Anyway, it's Wishcasting Wednesday! And that's always a chance to think positively and put that out into the universe for others. I enjoy it and I feel like it might be helpful to me today.
courtesy of http://gypsyholic.tumbrl.com/
Over the past year or so I've been slowly discovering my own voice, coming into my own, and realizing things I need/want to do to make my life happier. Now it's time to accept that knowledge, gather up the confidence in myself to go, and step out into the world I want to create. I constantly battle with my own right to be happy on my own terms versus the way I was raised. I'm not regimental and the idea of "growing up" the way my mother wanted isn't who I am. I'm creative and it's okay to embrace that and find a way to make my life about those things. Just believe, Mare. It will be okay and you can do it.